Okay here I go on a rant! 

I do not get guys! Why can’t they just tell it how it is? I went out with this guy and it was really nice and he held my hand and he gave me a little goodnight kiss and he text me basically right after he got out of the taxi which is all lovely.. but then he still calls me “mate”, “pal”, “buddy”, and he says things like its a bit dodgy because of the age gap but then on the other hand he tells me he likes me and he still talks about meeting up again but doesn’t seem tooooo eager to go out again but then sometimes does gahh i dont know! Maybe he just does it as a defensive thing? or is like self conscious and doesn’t want to seem too forward? 

I dont know, maybe its just me, but I can’t be bothered with the whole questioning wither someone likes me or not, I’d rather they just told me either way..   

Fuck this, maybe i’ll just be asexual.